Okay, so I’m back to running the print center at OfficeMax, as the ImPress Supervisor (what I did for almost 2 years when I lived in Acworth.) It won’t be official until they switch me to full time in the computer, and decide what they’re going to pay me now, but I should find out all of that information this week (hopefully tomorrow.)
Right now we’re gearing up for the back to school season at OM. It’s basically our “Christmas”, and things can get crazy at times. We had our BTS meeting tonight, and discussed the new strategies and products that will be in place this year. I don’t know though. I’m gratefully happy and thankful to have a job, but working in retail is NOT where I want to be. I’m doing freelance work at the moment also, but it’s pro bono right now, in the hopes that it will pay off big in the future. *fingers crossed*
Part of my problem is, I’m not sure what, if anything, I really want to do. I have a varied skill set, and know a little about a lot of things, but there’s not any one thing in particular that I’m like, “Yes, THAT”S what I want to do with my life!” I envy the people who grew up knowing what they wanted to be and do in life, and then ended up doing just that. People who were like, “When I grow up, I’m going to be a doctor!” and then that’s just what they did. Those are the lucky people, for the most part anyway, if they actually got to CHOOSE what they wanted to do with their lives, and didn’t have it forced on them by their family or their social status or situation.
As for myself, part of the problem is that many of the things that I’m interested in didn’t exist when I was growing up (or not to the extent that they do today anyway.) Either that or they were out of my price range when I was younger, so I didn’t discover them until I was able to earn money on my own.
I love technology, and I like to work with it (hardware, software, electronics, etc.), but I haven’t had the opportunity to train myself to a level where I can make a life for myself in the business world. Also, I’d rather work for myself, but what would I do? How would I earn enough money to pay my bills, support my wife and I, AND have something left over to enjoy myself with a little (not that I have that now, but you know what I mean)?
These questions bother me daily as I’m plagued with past due bills, businesses and individuals wanting money I don’t have, and numerous other sources of stress that I just don’t need. There’s got to be more to life than this. There’s got to be a better way!
All I have to do is find it…